my other dream

terhenyak oleh salah satu postnya mba Ups alis Upi.
woww! we have a same dream, and too bad I've just realized it by her..
she mentioned that he used to make her own magz when she was a child, and so did I !
I can remember it clearly..
I cropped my Kawanku Magz (I subscribed it at the moment), i cropped all of the pictures there, then I put them down into a blank paper then I wrote down on it. I made it precisely like a real magz unless the packaging ya, i just "jepret" it. and I could remember how was my writing at the moment.. i used to words such as "buruan kebet/ gebet, jangan sampe keabisan.. and so on.. and the corrs pic was the cover of the magz. nyahaha..
I really had plenty of Kawanku Magz, why i subscribed it instead of Gadis? it's because kawanku has a great article especially the personality part or the tips.
and I learnt so much from those articles..

when i was in my first grade of junior high school, i was choosen by my Indonesia languge teacher to be a writer of my school's magz called "Eksis" (haha!). i was a writer of a quiz page or personality tips article..
and i got my inspiration of writing an article was from Kawanku, and nobody realized that i was a bit did plagiarism. hahaha.. oops!

and now.. ive got my own blog.. my writing.. and you guys may read mine. wohoo ! such an honour..
just realized it, that this has been such a journey for me.. a journey of my writing..
i know that im way too far from perfect in writing.. but at least writing is such a pleasure for me..
i know its my medicine, my pleasure, my trash can
and so on..

"a good writer is a good reader"

the effect of istighfar

have you ever felt the effect of saying (repeating) istighfar?
I have !

if we keep repeating istighfar, so Allah would give some unexpected sustenance.

I've experienced it!

Someday I was istighfar-ing when im on way back home, and as I arrived home I found a 50.000 rupiahs inside my pocket bag ! WOW !
I couldnt remember where that money came from. either i took it myself on ATM or from my papa then i put it folded. ngahaha.. alhamdulillah pokoknya!

and the other experience is just happenned lately..
i had been not isitghfaring at that moment.. till one day I did it, ( I usually doing istighfar on my way to somewhere).. and again as I arrived home, I got a call from my grandma, she told me that I left an envelope of "gala gampil" (bagi2 amplop pas lebaran) with 50.000 rupiahs in it. WOWW!
I left it on Ied day, i put it on my grandma's cupborard. I perhaps left it because there were so many envelops i got ! but i think it's a quite long time ago. since september till january !

hahah. alhamdulillah !
I've proven it
I've experienced it
that Allah's certainty does EXIST!

bye all :)

excited !

alhamdulillah..
got a nice offer from my brodkes friend, and I straight to the point "yess! I doo"
Oooh how i love to be on cam! haha
kinda banci tampil sih guee..
i used to be a host on my brodkes assignment. and i enjoy it!
and my old friend offered me to be a host of a feature program on TVRI..
and the shooting will be held by tomorrow!
W O W..
though im not gonna be paid. its ok!
i mean, i love to be a host..
i love broadcast world..
I'd like to have a new experience..
and even its my old friend's project and so I'll be "tandem" with my another old friend..
nice :)

I'm so excited..
gotta to wake up early in the morning guys..
bye

wish me luck !
talk to you later..

:)

a text from Eyang

in the middle of nite..
got a text from "eyangku" means my grandmother..

INFO dr KUBUR
1. Saya adalah tempat paling gelap maka terangilah saya dengan tahajjud..
2.Saya adalah tempat yang paling sempit maka luaskanlah saya dengan bersilaturahim
3.Saya adalah tempat yang paling sepi maka ramaikanlah saya dengan memperbanyak membaca Al-Quran
4.Saya adalah tempatnya binatang-binatang yang menjijikkan maka racunilah mereka dengan amal sedekah
5.Saya adalah tempat Munkar dan Nakir bertanya maka persiapkanlah jawabanmu dengan perbanyak mengucapkan kalimat "Lailahailalloh"

:)
wow it's so enlightening
(since I've just sent an email in terms of religion, to faz)
shit, hate to admit that i feel lost, far from Allah..
I rarely to do some things to Allah..lately
:(